My life is crowded with theoretical moments.
Memories that never really happened,
romances unapplied, and dramas uncast.
A sub-text of heavy-breathing threatens,
wets my neural pathways -
seeping between the wrinkles.
Laden with realities
that bear the weight of fantasies fulfilled,
I crumple under the ecstasies.
I dream of the never-lived moments of my history.
4 comments:
I sometimes run scenarios of what could have happened in different situations. Mostly for me it's what I should have said to different people. It's bored moments when my mind wanders to these things.... but i find I really have no regrets. If I HAD changed something, maybe I wouldn't be having some of the good things I have now........... still there are some people I wish I told off..... Sa
I love that your only possible regrets is speaking your mind. Coming from you that is precious! And I understand.
I know, right?! Seriously there are/were times I hold my tounge. Hard to believe but true. Yet it still is true that I should have said more at certain times or maybe just more forcefully. I know you know what I'm talking about. Despite it all I'm glad where we are now and here we are 19 years later or so not at all where i thought we would be but still somehow doing pretty well.
love you.
Sa
I loved this! Excellent!
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